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Cheehao. 17. huangzhihao93@hotmail.com |

| Saturday, May 31, 2008 |
how i wish i could stay there forever.. although there very sian... but it better than here... at least when i am out there.. i can run away from the problems i faced... i feel so tired... i hate coming back.. but i think i have to face all this after all.. even i hate to.. every night i keep thinking of the same thing... trying to find a answer.. but it looks like.. i failed to get the answer i want till now... i just hope that i will finish all my studies now... and escape from this place... and maybe never come back ba.. i dunno what to do now.. i feel so hopeless... and i hate this feeling... and i hate myself.. |
| 8:44 PM |
| Tuesday, May 27, 2008 |
TMD,just first time skip remedial nia jiu tio caught -.- damn unlucky... hai.. feeling very bored so decided not to go for remedial class lor... then i never go de is geography de den the one who call was ms teo -.- nvm... didnt go school cos go LAN.. play games then wait for kok kiong... no mood to study at all.. very fan... now when i'm at home i think i only want to sleep throughout the whole day... |
| 5:38 PM |
| Monday, May 26, 2008 |
today at class.. cant even zhuan xin hear what teacher say.. dun even feel like eating anything... ben lai june holiday want work hard de.. but den... oso think work hard no point liao... sian arh.. why cant i just sleep and never wake up.. why cant i just hide somewhere that no one know..and stay there forever... maybe... one day.. i will leave this place... or leave this world.. with no one knowing... |
| 1:33 PM |
| Sunday, May 25, 2008 |
well..today was really sad for me... for those who think that after reading the first two line i merely wasting your time.. i oso dunno what to say.. cos i'm to sad to say anything... just wan to type it out... so maybe that will lessen my pain.. just wan to tell readers that.. every sconds wif your love ones counts.. so do really zhen xi every moment wif them.. dun wait till the last minute.. or else everything will be too late.. i again manage to feel this one more time... my mind is blank... everything feels so weightless.. except for my heart which felt so heavy.. almost too heavy for me to take it.. ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! GEMINI - Irresistible Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. CANCER - The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LEO - The Lion Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. LIBRA - The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying. CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. PISCES - The Partner for Life Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always lets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. |
| 2:17 PM |
| Saturday, May 24, 2008 |
today post is for yesterday and today so is like 80% yesterday 20% today... yesterday was sort of bad for me.. sorry arhh the two guard under me...didnt help you yesterday cos i was away for awhile.. knn _|_ no tag cant go in the hall the mdm koh still kao pei kao bu... my two guard told her hao hao lai no tag cant go in then her first question to my guard was;'you know who i am?' knn i heck care who you are la... then i go tell her;'erm but mdm koh if you dun have the tag you cant go in' wah den she just do it the hard way chiong inside.. _|_ mr wee see dao her come in then go to her say;'erm boss sorry arhh this is the rule and i tell you in your e-mail,you go check' dun noe how to check e-mail dun create e-mail la.. ccb.. den chen lao shi later go bring my two guard down go say sorry to her.. what's the point? first,we were polite enough to tell her to take a tag then go in second,i dun think principle dun nid follow rule de...even president nid follow rule somemore you are just a principle... wahh.. then when chen lao shi bring my people go say sorry a bit not happy liao.. wh y we never do wrong still nid say sorry? just because she's the principle and we are the students or because we are studying in her school? den when they come back liao i go ask chen lao shi what go bring them i say sorry when we are not in the wrong? then she say we not polite enough.. how polite she want? we are already damn polite to her liao, what she still want?she think she go five star hotel meh? den i just felt hopeless lor.. cos.. i cant even save my own people... whatever lar.. i in charge of guard de.. if anything they do wrong should come find me mah.. not happy with my people i say sorry to you la cos is i cant lead them well mahh.. knn.. i now then know why lim ai poo better than mdm koh liao.. after evrything just rush for tuition.. late for about 30 mins.. then the tan chee yong was joker lor.. wear until so formal like dat.. then when going home liao si jie told ask a story which happens in real life will post next time about the story^^ today's; well woke up like about 9 plus..want go do ic de den the date cannot so going to do it another day.. go out wif my mum in the morning den meet kok kiong,james,qing xiang,ernest,adam... went home afterwards about 5.30pm.. will post asap ^^ |
| 5:45 PM |
| Wednesday, May 21, 2008 |
these few days finally got mx liao.. at least got him wont be so boring.. he's a high class entertainer kays... jkjk dun angry arh mx XD as usual i went to mx house in the morning and saw him wif him most outstanding 'clothes'[you know yourself arh mx] den he go wear back some human clothes den go sch together.. then jiu got what lj reading period...mx the whole time is sleeping -.-[aiya he full time 'sleeper' de got licience somemore XD] when back to class...den ss was..chui mian class lai de... DnT was nice..we had to help out on moving things which i quite to like it cos i forgot to bring my portfolio -.- after everything mr wee bring out one box of drinks den tell us each take one bottle drink... after sch go LAN awhile den go lionel house play halo 2... wahhh damn shoik...until 6.30 cai go back home.. that's all for today guys will post asap..maybe this friday ba XD To mx: have some nice clothes on when you open he door k?[no offence XD] To lionel: hao xiong di forever wu song XD[for those who know] |
| 9:23 PM |
| Monday, May 19, 2008 |
these few days w/o mx quite boring... call his home nobody pick up... shld now at oversea.. knn... days w/o him so boring.. w/o mx quite sian actually cos he everytime will msg me funny msgs.. or prank call me.. last time dun like it... starting to enjoy it... w/o his entertainment.. wah.. is damn sian de lor.. so mx.. where you go? i miss you so.. it's like been forever..you been gone... LOL XD but still kinda sad today... or shld i say very sad.. after reading someone's blog.. felt very heavy hearted, very very heavy hearted+very very sad... |
| 12:47 PM |
| Monday, May 5, 2008 |
wah.. DnT damn lot of chapters to read and cover.. and i dun even think that i can pass my DnT lor T.T os many chapters.. and today was maths.. quite easy la...but hor.. oso dun think will pass.. then do my maths until half way...wah den jiu du zi tong... ask the teacher can go toilet mah.. den still nid to wait for another teacher to come -.- lucky another teacher come after awhile then i go toilet go back to class then turn behind ming xuan face me then i point middle finger to him,then he oso point back... when teacher collecting the papers me and ming xuan do damn lot of hand singals.. then after maths paper 2 went to school canteen wait for ming xuan to eat finish knn he eat damn slow lor then this month i like ah long like dat keep lending people money T.T then went to ming xuan house awhile then head back to school again then anyhow walk walk until reach 768 de mac me,ming xuan and wei qiang jiu sit near the counter then jiu buy things to eat and chat lor then went home |
| 1:50 PM |